sober i stumble searching for sky light dripping in downpour daubing my dry-eye
clasping my collar, calmly i quiver coursing these cobbles, cursing this quitter wand'ring i wobble warding off whittlers worsening walker; warmth, i go whither
lugging relentless leaving out languish losing reluctance, looking outlandish braving this bendless byroad i'll vanquish brimming abundance blooming avant-wish
basking in beauty, blessed under blossoms
breeze full-embracing, blissful her bosom
lull into languor, lean by my lonesome
longing, i'm lying listless and loathsome
whistling while watching, wistfully winded
whispers awash in wisdom and wine-breath
clouds overcasting, cloaking their choir head
cloudburst come crashing; clawing in kind dread
drowning in deluge, drunk in disdain, i'm
screaming in silence, slumb'ring and saline
i wish i knew more people with your name
because each time that yours falls in my frame
my scars flare up and stings like winter rain
its peaceful meaning held lost in my fane
so if i knew more people with your name
this solitary link will split in twain
these memories replaced; none will remain
and someday i will grow to numb this pain
and so i'll know more people with your name
to bring this peace into my heart again
wala na
mukha mo ngayo'y di nakikita
maski ang 'yong buhok na kumakaway
mistulang anino sa buwan
na 'di ko na nais maaninag
wala na
tinig mo ngayo'y di naaalala
himig ng iyong paghinga'y
katahimikang maingay
ang saki'y di na pilit sinasabay
wala na
yakap mo ngayo'y di nadarama
ang iyong halik na dati'y nagbabaga
ngayon ay abong tinatangay
ng ulang tapos nang maghinagpis
ang dating halimuyak na dumadampi
ngayon ay wala na -
wala na sa paggising
ang dating matamis na naging mapait
ngayon ay wala na -
wala na sa aking labi
'di na maibabalik dahil wala na sa panaginip
tuyo na ang waig; bakas mo'y nadaig
tuluyan nang nakasara
ang bukas nating dalawa
paalam
Cold; I've been walking underwater
Should've drowned though I am
hazed; With heavy hands, heaving heart
The sand sinking between my toes
I haven't been looking forward at all
Stuck watching scenes play out behind
The sun blinds me ahead
I could only face towards the shade
You've been engraved on me
but I don't wish to dwell any longer
It would be simpler if I forget
but I don't mind the complex
They say time heals all things
I say it's about time
I rise to warmer waters
Hold my head up high and breathe
We'd been apart for so long
I won't ask you to stay anymore
The sun is brighter up front
Thanks, and so long
am i allowed to want
to feel
to long for
these fleeting cute moments
that make my heart spasm
knowing full well i can't
fulfill
truly for
the time with you i spent
can't bridge this large chasm
between us; to know you
better
is my wish
that i pray for each night
but my guilt weighs steadfast
though these feelings are true
"hold her"
my selfish
self i can't bring to light
can't bear losing your trust
i've chosen to walk here
lightyears
away from
being able to give
to laugh, to see, to touch
screaming thirst, i can't hear
these fears
burdensome
so with that i must live
without asking for much
